~~the lovable PaiN~~

You loved me to heights,

Until the storm came over,

Till I played it to bits,

Turning you into an avenger,

Why are we falling apart ruthlessly?

 Query my heart raised and I shuddered,

Choices at one point I made recklessly,

Killing every joy leaving you shattered,

Your pardon made my life a bliss,

Intentions I never doubted that came,

 Only eternal love I felt in that kiss,

That I must live now in total shame,

So brutal was your vengeance,

Extinguishing the love I re kindled,

Stooped so low the me in grievance,

Crying for love of you I fiddled,

Yet now I look back and smile,

Thinking of my pain you anticipated,

As memories all that I pile,

Silly the word love I negated